When are you happiest?
When I'm close to Rick, he is my calmness, my grip on reality (most of the time) and the only person I feel like I can really trust with everything in my life.

What is your greatest fear?
sudden loud bangs, explosions, balloons, party poppers, anything like that especially if I know in advance it is going to happen or it might happen, the anticipation is the worse part.

What is the trait you most deplore in yourself?
I want too much to be liked/loved, cared for, it leaves me feeling lonely and its such an unessential need.

What's been your most embarrassing moment?
I don't dwell on them, I feel pretty embarrassed by some of the stuff I spouted when super Manic but half of that I can hardly remember anyway I just know that it made other people think I was mad.

What is your most treasured possession?
Rick, even though I don't think I can possess him really.  My dogs, my cats, my engagement ring perhaps.

What is your most unappealing habit?
I can often be a drama queen because I tend to feel everything in extremes

What do you owe your parents?
my body... My Mum I owe some gratitude for being there for me at times when I have needed her, my Dad

What or who is the greatest love of your life?
Rick, I like having someone to look after

What has been your biggest disappointment?
Not being a mother to a living breathing child

If you could go back in time, where would you go?
I'd love to go back and see Rick as a child, to see what he was like and maybe look out for him but perhaps that would be too odd.

What single thing would improve the quality of your life?
my mental health being stable, not manic and not depressed (or maybe slightly manic but not enough that I lose a grip of reality)

What keeps you awake at night?
my mind

What is the most important lesson life has taught you?
That Karma is real.